think before you speak....NAW,I'll just ramble

Remember your momma telling you 'if you can't say anything nice don't say anything at all'. Well it changes when you're older because the standards make more sense I guess. Think before you speak. I remember people always telling me. But what if it's supposed to arouse contraversy.All these things we tip toe around because their taboo. Race,Immigration,the hatred that exist among competing sexes,and scheming motives. Offense.Defensive.Bitch!Now that is the general response or looks. I mean body language can be amazing. Depending on the situation that amazement can vary from two ends of a scale,fuck yeah and scary. I'm finding that I'm teetering too far to the edgar. Edgar? Where did that come from? Okay so Edgar is my husband of sorts. I mean we fell in kinda early but gee willikers he's swell. Right now though I can't help but feel like a creeper. I mean he has a girlfriend,but I ain't got nothin to do with that,he was just a typo at this moment.But it does make sense that an affliction would create an image of my confliction in the form of man. My uncertainty.Those two instances in life seem to disagree with me most often. The heart and the mouth. Both are double edged swords. Inhale and both take in the air you need to breathe,exhale and you can't recapture the same moment,it escapes. Nothing helps it seems so I have to wait. Silence after can be louder than any noise if the sound of the beating heart is heard far enough for my love to hear and my thoughts are may clear enough to speak words that heal and don't hurt. That was all that I had to say in a jumble of mixed and slightly random thoughts for the moment.